Projects, Projects and More Projects

I am sitting here at 10:45 on a work night with dirty dishes in the kitchen waiting on me to finish washing them, clean clothes in the laundry room that needs to be put up, dirty ones that need to be washed, coupons that need to be organized, a spare bed that needs to be cleaned off which consists of putting clothes in storage and I could keep going…yet here I am sitting in here on the couch in front of the TV typing up a blog that I won’t be able to actually put online until tomorrow. I am currently feeling extremely overwhelmed with everything. And a lot of it I have brought upon myself. After hanging out with two very crafty and décor conscious friends this past weekend, I got my sewing machine out and did some sewing with them. And if you know me and my mom and sister, you know that this is a miracle. This is something my mom has probably dreamed about since Vickie or I either one as ever really gotten into sewing. But anyways, I really enjoyed it. I am not crafty so I don’t know where this will go but I am going to try it. I will keep you updated. This also comes after working on a very detailed and organized notebook of coupons last week. Again, this is a miracle. I am one of the most disorganized people ever! Just ask anybody that knows me. It drives Jeremy and my boss crazy! AND not to mention the fact that we are moving 3.5 hours away in approx. 7 months. We are moving into an apartment and we will have to get rid of a lot of stuff AND we have to sell our house. I feel like there are a million things to do and here I am sitting here doing nothing. Well I am typing this and this is therapy for me. I use to write in a journal all the time before I got married. Anytime I was upset, that’s what I would do. Jeremy usually takes the weight of it now but when he is not here to listen to me, this is a good way to release it all…even if nobody ever reads it. When I get like this, I wonder if I could ever actually handle kids. This leads me to- I don’t know what I would ever do without Jeremy. God gave me a wonderful gift when he gave me Jeremy. He really keeps me from going insane sometimes. People have NO idea. Well this blog was really all over the board, but that is how my brain works. I told you I was undiagnosed ADD….I really wasn’t kidding. By the way, the dishes are still dirty and it’s now 11:35 pm. I need to learn better time management skills. God Bless!!