Friday, April 27, 2012

Where do I start...

Well today is a new day and I'm not to sure yet about how I feel. I don't think my brain is processing everything. Yesterday was one more of a day. We didn't get much sleep the night before and woke up early to pack some more before our moving help arrived. At 8:30am, I got a phone call from our realtor saying that we didn't need to move. There was an issue with the closing that was suppose to be 4 days away. It could take up to two more weeks before we get to close if we get to close at all. So back on the market our house goes. If these people get the house, they do and if they don't maybe somebody else will. I am unbelievably thankful that I get to sleep in my own house for a little bit longer. Not closing brought on a new set of issues that wasn't planned. But, as of right now, I am just in the mind set that God will provide. I am tired and tired of worrying about everything. This where God wants us to be, I have no doubt.
The next rough part of yesterday was hearing about Jeremy's grandfather and visiting him. He was transferred from the hospital to NHC yesterday. He is not doing well at all and he is quite pitiful. I am asking for prayers on his behalf and on the family's behalf, especially his wife. I just ask that you will pray that God's will be done and that He will give them all strength thru this. Thank you!
I hope everybody has a great weekend.
God Bless you all!

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Nerves

Hello Peeps! I haven't posted in awhile, things have been crazy in our neck of the woods. But whose life isn't crazy? Especially people with kids. I have shed many tears over not being able to get pregnant and then I get to moments like these and wonder if I would be able to balance it all. I know, where there is a will, there is a way and God would lead me thru it however He sees fit. But either way, we have 2 more nights in our house. If I think about it too much I will cry. I guess it's the woman in me with being so sentimental. It was our first house that we ever bought and we came home from our honeymoon and moved straight into the house. It's been a great house. I have always thought I would want to move away to a bigger city. And it is exciting but I am really sad about leaving everything and everybody behind. Because even though Memphis is only 3.5 hours away and we will only be there 2 years, who knows where we will end up after those 2 years. And we were so very blessed to have someone from our church offer a home that the own for us to live in until the Memphis move. It's mostly away from our immediate family, but it's in a beautiful and peaceful setting. With that new setting comes new worries with staying there by myself. Luckily, Jeremy will not be working very much longer so I won't have to deal with it too terribly long. We won't have satellite or cable, just the Wii and our DVD player, books and my sewing machine. It will be like a little getaway from awhile. I just ask that you will keep praying for us as all the changes take place. It's a lot of emotions. I also ask that you will keep our friends, The Britton's in your prayers. They are making a big movie to Georgia next week. :( And the same goes for them, it's a big change with lots of emotions. They are going to do wonderful work but it's still hard leaving your family and everything you have known behind. Not only for them, please keep everyone that is going thru a tough time, in your prayers. We don't always know what other people are dealing with, but sometimes life gets tough and we need God to help us thru. And my last prayer request is for Jeremy's grandfather. He is back in the hospital. Bless his heart, he doesn't get to stay out very long. So keep him and Granny and the family in your prayers. Thank you all! God Bless!